*Entry about my latest group experience coming soon.*
So Mr. Business has come back to visit three times. I've only been able to spend time with him during two of those visits. The first time we were alone together again, we were all over each other. I swear he's the only one so far to have me like that. I don't even know what it is about him. He wouldn't physically be my type if I was to just meet him somewhere. What's with my random sudden attraction to alpha males??? I guess maybe they're the only one's I've met/talked to who are very dominant.
Yes, the title of this is a bit random. It's just a line from a song that popped into my head while i was texting him today.(i wrote this friday)
"All she need is a little affection, a lot of direction
A nigga wit a constant erection"
also. smh@ that line also making me think of the long distance guy...
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
Lemme Put You On The Game
I discovered the ability to cum without using my hands (or toys or another persons mouth/genitals/hands)
The first time I listened to it I got a little TOO relaxed and fell asleep. I woke up when the track ended and Gucci Mane started blasting (yes weird coincidence that would be the next song in shuffle)... but when I woke up my pussy was quivering uncontrollably. It was a different feeling. Not exactly how I feel when I orgasm from rubbing my clit but also not how I feel when I have my g-spot stimulated and squirt.
I decided to try to listen to it again while awake and it wasn't really the same. I think because I didn't start it at the beginning and couldn't really relax. I did get an urge though. I felt like I was gonna squirt. or maybe pee. I can never tell until it comes out :-/
so... I finally met up with YP again. We haven't hooked up since october of last year and every time we get together we say "we can't wait this long again" but it seems to be longer and longer between hookups. OK partly my fault since I generally don't do middle of the night booty calls and I get in weird moods where I'm horny but just can't be bothered to go out and get some dick. Oh.. Oh yes. We had some nice conversation and I think I may get the opportunity to have a threesome with him later this year. YES!!!
Oh. and I told him about the hypnosis so he's gonna try it too.
the really good news is that Mr. Business might be moving back. He and I and a girl that we've hooked up with are supposed to have another threesome whenever he comes back.
oh and this. Just because I put 2 people onto some new ish today. :) a throwback.. i think I have that cd somewhere...
The first time I listened to it I got a little TOO relaxed and fell asleep. I woke up when the track ended and Gucci Mane started blasting (yes weird coincidence that would be the next song in shuffle)... but when I woke up my pussy was quivering uncontrollably. It was a different feeling. Not exactly how I feel when I orgasm from rubbing my clit but also not how I feel when I have my g-spot stimulated and squirt.
I decided to try to listen to it again while awake and it wasn't really the same. I think because I didn't start it at the beginning and couldn't really relax. I did get an urge though. I felt like I was gonna squirt. or maybe pee. I can never tell until it comes out :-/
so... I finally met up with YP again. We haven't hooked up since october of last year and every time we get together we say "we can't wait this long again" but it seems to be longer and longer between hookups. OK partly my fault since I generally don't do middle of the night booty calls and I get in weird moods where I'm horny but just can't be bothered to go out and get some dick. Oh.. Oh yes. We had some nice conversation and I think I may get the opportunity to have a threesome with him later this year. YES!!!
Oh. and I told him about the hypnosis so he's gonna try it too.
the really good news is that Mr. Business might be moving back. He and I and a girl that we've hooked up with are supposed to have another threesome whenever he comes back.
oh and this. Just because I put 2 people onto some new ish today. :) a throwback.. i think I have that cd somewhere...
Friday, July 24, 2009
Long distance minutes?
Yeah so this is one of those things that I can't really talk about with real life friends or even e-friends so I'm blogging about it.
Why am I crushing on someone I've never met in real life? why? that's so... 2004. So here's the situation. This guy and I are both on a certain internet site where a lot of sexual discussion comes up (not a sex site though) and we kinda noticed that we're both non-vanilla thinkers. So we've exchanged some pics, recommended some sites, and just messaged back and forth. Now this was maybe a couple dozen messages over a year or so. Never thought anything would come of it since I don't do long distance meet and skeets.
So this past weekend a couple people decided to host a phone chat. I called kind of spontaneously. It was a long chat.... fast forward to last night. There was another long chat. Everyone ended up going to bed and there was just the guy and me. Of course he started talking about coming here to meet (and skeet) and I was really thinking "ok.. whatever". We actually ended up talking for about an hour. Ok he talked. I listened mostly. I'm shy and quiet with new people. *blush*
Today... well. Today we talked on IM and then on the phone. How did we end up on the phone for 4 HOURS???? It was all random conversation too, none of that Q&A interview-like awkwardness. Basically what it comes down to is compatibility. From our similar interests/kinks sexual compatibility is VERY likely. Even conversation about random things.... we'd get along.
BUT...
of course there's a BUT
He basically said maybe it's not such a good idea because he might start catching feelings and "acting like a sucka callin you all the time"
*insert eyeroll here*
I dunno. We kinda got back around to the possibilities by the end of our conversation. We both admitted we kinda like each other. I guess we'll just see how it goes.
Why am I crushing on someone I've never met in real life? why? that's so... 2004. So here's the situation. This guy and I are both on a certain internet site where a lot of sexual discussion comes up (not a sex site though) and we kinda noticed that we're both non-vanilla thinkers. So we've exchanged some pics, recommended some sites, and just messaged back and forth. Now this was maybe a couple dozen messages over a year or so. Never thought anything would come of it since I don't do long distance meet and skeets.
So this past weekend a couple people decided to host a phone chat. I called kind of spontaneously. It was a long chat.... fast forward to last night. There was another long chat. Everyone ended up going to bed and there was just the guy and me. Of course he started talking about coming here to meet (and skeet) and I was really thinking "ok.. whatever". We actually ended up talking for about an hour. Ok he talked. I listened mostly. I'm shy and quiet with new people. *blush*
Today... well. Today we talked on IM and then on the phone. How did we end up on the phone for 4 HOURS???? It was all random conversation too, none of that Q&A interview-like awkwardness. Basically what it comes down to is compatibility. From our similar interests/kinks sexual compatibility is VERY likely. Even conversation about random things.... we'd get along.
BUT...
of course there's a BUT
He basically said maybe it's not such a good idea because he might start catching feelings and "acting like a sucka callin you all the time"
*insert eyeroll here*
I dunno. We kinda got back around to the possibilities by the end of our conversation. We both admitted we kinda like each other. I guess we'll just see how it goes.
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