I don't think it's gonna happen

I reeeeeally wanted YP tonight but he had plans... sort of.

also today
My non-boyfriend (i'll explain later) was trying to make plans for tonight but I told him we'll have to see. I still might hang out with him... movies or gameworks or something...
Then again I might go to a club with J


non-boyfriend: OK. PR and I have been demoted to "dating". I've decided we don't talk or see each other enough to be considered "in a relationship".

crap & i'm gay

that's the best title i can think of
ok... I keep telling myself I'm gonna write about more than sex... but um.. not tonight

OK.. I've been texting and poking (facebook) with YP tonight... and now I know for sure he wants to fuck again. no doubt about it ("we shoud fuk")... dammit if my parents weren't so strict I'd be.... ok maybe not... i need to OFFICIALLY make up my mind about PR (my bf)
also.. this girl from downlelink... she is so fucking beautiful... not hot, beautiful. well... hot too :D I can't work up the nerve to ask for her number.... :(
another gay thing in my life... I went to a gay club tonight... it was interesting. LMAO... found out my friend's sis used to have a girlfriend... and we saw her (the girlfriend) there tonight... see the problem is... my friend isn't OUT (I'm not either though) so she's like "oh crap don't tell my sis"

these are late night (not drunk) ramblings... I'll edit in the morning... maybe... or afternoon