Oops...

So Friday I went to go hang out with Showtime and give him a belated "birthday present" (his words not mine). He jokingly was like "you should come naked" obviously I can't just go out naked but I did go in a mini-dress with no panties. I really should've taken pics. It was a cute sweater dress from H&M with some cute BCBGirls slingbacks... anyways.. It turned out to be yet another wild night. LMAO after the second time I fucked the new guy (no nickname yet) he was counting off the times and ways he made me cum that night "Tongue: check, finger: check, dick: check. OK looks like I did my job here"


random song that i like right now (also fitting for the occasion)

Not just a regular slut

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Wet n Wild

I cannot BELIEVE it took me so long to figure out that I can squirt!
It started when I was on web cam with the online guy. I just happened to stick a finger in, more for show than anything else, but all of a sudden I felt this extra wetness and looked down and saw a wet spot on my sheet.

Fast forward to last night. There was a party at The Manwhore's and Showtime's place. There were two sides, heaven and hell. Most people were in hell but heaven was a nice place to relax. They even had beds in private rooms in heaven. Me being me I had to take someone to that side and go into one of the rooms. I think I may have a fetish for that sort of thing - fucking in a room while there are a bunch of people nearby. If everyone didn't have camera phones I'd probably be into fucking with an audience.

So.... I finally let this guy fuck who had been wanting to for a while. Whoa! niiiice. That's all I can really say about that.

Hm... anyways... I had a very good time last night. I squirted four times. Unfortunately two of those times were in my car right in the driver's seat. That was really random, but this guy was helping me find my keys and when I finally found them and got in my car I was grateful for his help and let him finger me and eat me out. Easy access since I had on a dress and by that time my thong was in my purse. Right before my second car squirt The Producer called me asking if I found my keys. Talking on the phone while someone is pleasuring me is fun but challenging. I ended up giving The Producer a ride home and he was trying to get me to come up to his place but by that time it was almost 7am and I was sleepy. rain check


I've definitely been making up for my chasteness earlier in the year.

(manwhores) I'm trying...

trying to keep online guy as just "online guy". He's a ho of course, cause for some reason that's what I'm attracted to lately.


So I've been thinking (I think too much).. I think I like manwhores because they're low risk (emotionally). I KNOW they're whores who I don't want to commit to (and vice versa) so it's easy to just be friends and fuck them. No risk of getting too attached. I can just move on to the next one with very little... regret/sadness/grief(?)

on to the next one.
more fish in the sea.
niggas are like buses.
miss one next fifteen one comin....

The Producer

There isn't much to tell about him. He's really really really hot. That's about it. He's pretty low on my roster only because well.. no reason really. I've only known him for the least amount of time. Everyone else I've known for at least a year and a half.

I first hooked up with him at a party at The Manwhore's place. No drama there. He actually asked me what I thought of The Producer before anything went down. big thumbs up! I'm a sucker for a cute creative guy with dimples.. mmmmm.

So far I've only hooked up with him a few times but eh... I'd take Mr. Business or YP any day. Great sex + great conversation + no drama = great FWB

And I'd give all of them up for Mr. Business

A couple weeks ago I had sort of an orgy (5some?) with... I still need nicknames for everyone. The three guys are actually friends of Mr. Business. Actually the girl is too.. well more a plaything/fuckbuddy.

ok first there's The Manwhore. I don't give him that nick for anything bad. He's just the one that comes to mind when I hear the word "manwhore". I have no problem with manwhores as long as their honest about their whorish ways and are single.

The Manwhore's roommate I'll call him Showtime.

The Manwhore's brother (yeah.....um... does that count as incest? i don't think so since they weren't fucking each other) I'll call him Sell Me.

Mr. Business's plaything I'll call Cinderella.


It wasn't my first time fucking any of them.

So Sell Me had messaged me on facebook wanting to hook up since we hadn't had sex since the first time (my birthday). We messaged back and forth for about a week just catching up.

Later on Showtime messaged me too asking what I was doing that night. He asked how many times I'd ever cum during sex. I couldn't remember and he said we were gonna try to set a record. That got me really excited.

So later that night when I got there, we had some drinks. I don't know how it started but Cinderella ended up with her top pulled down with me sucking her left breast and Showtime sucking the right. All this while The Manwhore had his hand down my pants.

First I must say I was surprised and pleased by Cinderella's new piercings. I hadn't seen her in over a year and back then she was "barely legal". (She literally had turned 18 a month before.) She got her tongue and nipples pierced. Wow. Did I mention she's a slim chick with DDs? She filled out some since I saw her last and it went to ALL the right places. YUM. Did I also mention she's bi and loves eating pussy?

So... I think I may be the biggest tease for starting this story and not giving out details but basically we fucked and sucked and licked until we ran out of condoms.

LOL and then The Producer showed up. So extra random. Of course he wanted to fuck.. too bad! Oh I haven't blogged about The Producer yet. I will soon.

online/long-distance guy is...

so totally chickening out on meeting/fucking. I don't even feel any kind of way about it though. I'll keep it just online and just friends... even though we had a great cyber/webcam session and are into the same things sexually.

But She a Freak Though

*Entry about my latest group experience coming soon.*


So Mr. Business has come back to visit three times. I've only been able to spend time with him during two of those visits. The first time we were alone together again, we were all over each other. I swear he's the only one so far to have me like that. I don't even know what it is about him. He wouldn't physically be my type if I was to just meet him somewhere. What's with my random sudden attraction to alpha males??? I guess maybe they're the only one's I've met/talked to who are very dominant.


Yes, the title of this is a bit random. It's just a line from a song that popped into my head while i was texting him today.(i wrote this friday)

"All she need is a little affection, a lot of direction
A nigga wit a constant erection"


also. smh@ that line also making me think of the long distance guy...

Lemme Put You On The Game

I discovered the ability to cum without using my hands (or toys or another persons mouth/genitals/hands)
The first time I listened to it I got a little TOO relaxed and fell asleep. I woke up when the track ended and Gucci Mane started blasting (yes weird coincidence that would be the next song in shuffle)... but when I woke up my pussy was quivering uncontrollably. It was a different feeling. Not exactly how I feel when I orgasm from rubbing my clit but also not how I feel when I have my g-spot stimulated and squirt.
I decided to try to listen to it again while awake and it wasn't really the same. I think because I didn't start it at the beginning and couldn't really relax. I did get an urge though. I felt like I was gonna squirt. or maybe pee. I can never tell until it comes out :-/

so... I finally met up with YP again. We haven't hooked up since october of last year and every time we get together we say "we can't wait this long again" but it seems to be longer and longer between hookups. OK partly my fault since I generally don't do middle of the night booty calls and I get in weird moods where I'm horny but just can't be bothered to go out and get some dick. Oh.. Oh yes. We had some nice conversation and I think I may get the opportunity to have a threesome with him later this year. YES!!!
Oh. and I told him about the hypnosis so he's gonna try it too.

the really good news is that Mr. Business might be moving back. He and I and a girl that we've hooked up with are supposed to have another threesome whenever he comes back.


oh and this. Just because I put 2 people onto some new ish today. :) a throwback.. i think I have that cd somewhere...

Long distance minutes?

Yeah so this is one of those things that I can't really talk about with real life friends or even e-friends so I'm blogging about it.


Why am I crushing on someone I've never met in real life? why? that's so... 2004. So here's the situation. This guy and I are both on a certain internet site where a lot of sexual discussion comes up (not a sex site though) and we kinda noticed that we're both non-vanilla thinkers. So we've exchanged some pics, recommended some sites, and just messaged back and forth. Now this was maybe a couple dozen messages over a year or so. Never thought anything would come of it since I don't do long distance meet and skeets.
So this past weekend a couple people decided to host a phone chat. I called kind of spontaneously. It was a long chat.... fast forward to last night. There was another long chat. Everyone ended up going to bed and there was just the guy and me. Of course he started talking about coming here to meet (and skeet) and I was really thinking "ok.. whatever". We actually ended up talking for about an hour. Ok he talked. I listened mostly. I'm shy and quiet with new people. *blush*
Today... well. Today we talked on IM and then on the phone. How did we end up on the phone for 4 HOURS???? It was all random conversation too, none of that Q&A interview-like awkwardness. Basically what it comes down to is compatibility. From our similar interests/kinks sexual compatibility is VERY likely. Even conversation about random things.... we'd get along.

BUT...


of course there's a BUT


He basically said maybe it's not such a good idea because he might start catching feelings and "acting like a sucka callin you all the time"
*insert eyeroll here*



I dunno. We kinda got back around to the possibilities by the end of our conversation. We both admitted we kinda like each other. I guess we'll just see how it goes.

Everything I've done, liked, disliked, want to try, and want to keep as just a fantasy

Find out where I've journeyed on the Map of Human Sexuality! Or get your own here!

Whew... thinking about all of that makes me kinda tired.. and turned on.


That's all for now. I'm going through another bout of celibacy... 4 weeks and counting