So many updates...

The last time I blogged I was so hyped up about Mr. Business dominating me... Well yeah we had a good experience with "the new girl" but I kind of felt like I needed a break from all the group sex, so I stopped having sex for about a month.

Strangely, after a month I ended up fucking Mr. XL,an ex from 2006. He was the first guy I fucked with a big huge dick. What happened was... He called and talked about how much he missed me and was sorry about the way we ended things back in 06 and how he wanted to see me again.. and I fell for it. sort of. I didn't get attached like he expected me to, but I did ended up having sex with him. I think my taste in men has improved A LOT since 06 cause I was sooo over him. The last time we spoke was on the phone and he was trying to get me to come see him. I told him I was busy that night, "maybe tomorrow." LOL Tomorrow never came.

So anyways... After fooling around with him I went another month without sex, and ended up fucking YP again... OK now that was really hot. (and yes I did wait until after he was single again) I don't know how he makes car sex so enjoyable, really any sex with him is good great.

July was a really interesting month, sexually speaking. There wasn't any group sex, no lesbian sex, nothing overly kinky. I just had some fun experiences. A brief rundown (sorry, no details for the blog): weekend one, free club party, no sex; weekend two, frat party followed by the most random/fastest hookup i've ever had, my first one night stand; weekend three, sex with Mr. Business for the last time before he moved :'-( also oral from my ex (I was really gonna return the favor but I just couldn't get myself worked up for it); weekend four, rest. Last week I saw YP.. mmm. There's really not much more to say on that. We left each other satisfied in awe of each other as usual.

I've really been finding myself missing Mr. Business. I guess I might've taken him being around for granted, just one of the numbers in my phone of guys I could call and fuck within a day's (or less) notice. Who knows maybe I'll go visit him one of these days...

I'm submitting... YESSSSS

So... Mr. Business now = "Daddy"

only thing is... there's this other girl... OMG wow. She's freakier than me (from what he's told me about their first... encounter). He's trying to make it a competition and I'm not sure how I feel about that. OK I know it's almost certain he's cutting the chick we usually f with off. She's fun to party with, but basically he thinks she should be bringing more to the table sexually. I guess me being easily bored (and always wanting to try something new) has finally worked in my favor. Either way I'm looking forward to fucking the new girl with him.. and being dominated :)


Chatting on aim i kept messing up and not calling him daddy... I'm looking forward to learning...
Seriously him bring this up... he just does not know how much I've wanted something like this. I don't know when it started, but I've always been curiuos about it. I know after reading the book Submission and reading part of The Story of O I definitely wanted to try it. I mean.. I've always been all about pleasing my partner, but I never really had the chance to be dominated.

Random ass texts

from: YP
I was tryna make u cum on my face.

to: YP
lol... i coulda sowrn that's what you said last weekend...

from: YP
I can make up 4 last week i can work 4 it

to: YP
i can't tonight... sleeeep... what are you doing tomorrow?

from: YP
Watever u tell me to do. Nothn i wont do. Im feindn to have u sit on my face




smfh. Such a shame he has a girlfriend now... oh btw, no I didn't do it. I think I would've felt wrong... dirty? I'll cheat(in the past), but I won't be the person someone's cheating with. Still.. he's so... hm..


As I was typing this I got 3 spam (anything that begins with "FWD:FWD:FWD") texts.. actually 3 copies of the same text, from 3 different people.

DRUNK BLOG yay!

Fuuuuuuck! I went to Tiki Bob's tonight and saw both my ex (PR) and M... fuuuuuck. I was dancing with PR and thinking damn... I never pulled his hair during sex.. I dunno why that's the thought that popped in my head.. I guess because he had his hair in a ponytail instead of braids.. and he's gonna cut it :(... but anyways.. we were dancing and that damn "do you wanna be with me?" question came up... uh.... for some reason (3 smirnoff ices and a long island) I can't remember if I said yes or no (uh oh!) so anyways..... I was walking around at the end of the night trying to find J and her girlfriend and I saw M. Apparently earlier when I was hugging/dancing on PR, he and J said hi to each other and he kinda looked at me like "eh"... uh whatever... He thinks I was just blowing him off and didn't wanna fuck with him because of our last two conversations.... oh well... It's not like I can't get dicked up by someone else. Who the fuck does he think I am? REALLY!









eOHhh.e.. shit.. um.. drama i'm not gonna write about

a new blog i'm reading is called Because writing it out is fighting it out
http://shaneworthy.blogspot.com/

Girl on Girl sex..

ok.. I finally did it. no penis involved just me and this very sex stud. Pretty much the only words I could process in my brain afterwards were "wow" and "damn" it was that good.

You can bring her a little debbie cake but you don't cake cake...

I've broken the fuck buddy rules...
cuddling... yes we spoon after sex.. and talk... hair pulling is ok (no weave)...

Semi-retirement: this entry is all over the place... like my mind...

Until I'm sure about my feelings about YP. I really don't wanna have this blog turn all lovey-dovey if I'm not gonna get really involved with him..

*edit* deleted a whole paragraph


on a side note...I saw him saturday night...well really sunday morning since I didn't actually get to his place til like 5am. yay me! I finally did the lick-the-balls-while-deep-throating thing :) He was drained when I left.

off to the gym... a really good way to get my mind off of things.. and relieve sexual frustrations!