Together Again (wtf?)

So last night I went to a club with J. We had on our costumes... trying to get some use out of them before halloween. Anyways... this bouncer that knows A was there so we got in free no line (the line was wrapped around the corner). So we get there and go downstairs and who do we run into? J's ex and is friend (we knew they were gonna be there) and as we're saying hi to them I feel someone tapping me on my ass. I was getting ready to give someone a death stare when I turn around and see it's my ex/fling from early May. Basically I spent the whole night with him, which I don't mind because J spent the whole night talking to this guy she used to mess with (she later said she only did that cause he kept buying her drinks... play on playa). Anyways at the end of the night I go outside and call her trying to see where she's at. We FINALLY took pics in our costumes outside the club. She ended up going home with her ex (good way to get over T, I guess) and I went with mine while her ex's friend drove her car home.

The drive to his place was... interesting... Seriously, from the time we got in the car his hand was in my panties... and then mine was in there too. (Shout out to the dudes looking in the window when we were driving down Baldwin). So we get to his house and he tells me about his boy and his girlfriend being in town staying there and I'm already like "fuck!" cause i just knew something was gonna mess up the quick sex I wanted. Yep, they were fucking in his bed... so we just fool around in the car for a bit, then drive to a parking lot at some nearby apartments. Yup I got fucked missionary there, rode his face, then rode his dick, then got fucked missionary again. Not bad, not even close to being the best.

oh yeah... now I know why I didn't remember his name a few weeks ago...

"It was somethin' about this dude I couldn't stand
Somethin' that coulda made his ass a real man
Somethin' I wanted, but I never was pushy
the motherfucker never ate my pussy"

the tongue was decent. Had better, had worse. I'm really hoping he can be trained... cause um.. I just don't think I can be in a relationship with someone who doesn't please me in bed. :(


oh yeah... to make things a little tricky I've been messaging and thinking about talking to/fucking this guy on facebook and last night, before the club, I basically was inviting him to get at me... flirting about this pic for an orgasm coupon
also I went out with my OTHER (long term) ex before going to the club... nothing special just the movies.... which is where I'm supposedly going today/tonight with my new/old boo. wtf?
oh yes and did I mention the girl I'm talking to off downelink?
Right... this will be an interesting fall.

Let me update

Without going into my entire dating/sex history....
Over the past few weeks... I hooked up with a guy, later found out through a mutual friend that he liked someone else (*sarcasm* yeah dude thanks for being honest), BUT I was still planning on fucking him since I didn't know they were still talking like that (she was there when we hooked up).... Now (as in hours ago) I find out they are talking like that and he REALLY likes her. So now I can either be "the other woman" (hell no!) or find someone else (but the sex was gooood)

I'm really considering just fucking one of the guys I did earlier this year

First of all let me say...

I'm pissed right now. I had to delete my other blog due to privacy issues... (it was no longer anon)

I really miss that blog right now. This may just be something temporary to write in until I find something else. Now I'm thinking I should've just kept it up and said fuck it. stupid silly fear of being judged I guess...